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slowlyunfoldingI'm about to slide into bed in a few minutes. I'm utterly drained. I think all the stress & worry have caught up to me. I'm not trying to get everything done on the weekend. It's just too exhausting. I didn't get laundry done on Saturday since I had to tidy up the apartment for visitors in the afternoon. I did go a little berserk on the cleaning up part, then I forced myself out to get a new litterbox for the cat & a candle for the bedroom. I really should have just gone back to bed for an hour or so, but no, I am stubborn. I just had to be out of the apartment & alone for a few hours.
I didn't bother with groceries today either. I figure we have enough food in the fridge/freezer for the next few days. I'm down with taking my lunch to work everyday now. When I get home at night, I do not like dropping my bag & barely getting my boots off & starting in on making dinner straight away. I find that is stressing me out a fair bit. I need at least half an hour after coming home to sit down & unwind. Not chat, or rush around & get things, but just sit still & decompress. I'm having trouble allowing myself to fully relax since I feel like I'm being pulled in a few different directions at once.
I didn't bother with groceries today either. I figure we have enough food in the fridge/freezer for the next few days. I'm down with taking my lunch to work everyday now. When I get home at night, I do not like dropping my bag & barely getting my boots off & starting in on making dinner straight away. I find that is stressing me out a fair bit. I need at least half an hour after coming home to sit down & unwind. Not chat, or rush around & get things, but just sit still & decompress. I'm having trouble allowing myself to fully relax since I feel like I'm being pulled in a few different directions at once.