Oh hai

[slowlyunfolding]

I feel like I've been doing something naughty posting from Dreamwidth. I do like it quite a lot, but I miss you hosers.

I think my ovaries may have kicked into high gear after seeing that photo of Daddy!Misha. I'm afraid that time is running out or something. I am old after all. I think fear has a lot to do with my waiting so long on the kid front. Still have lots of talking to do with the mister on the subject. I still really want to move to BC. Buuuut, that would mean starting all over again. That would definitely be difficult to get established & then have kids. I would be out of time by that point.

The thought of buying a house gives me pause though. I just am nervous & afraid of not having enough money. It's not an easy decision nor something to just leap into without consideration. I guess nobody ever really has it figured out. Maybe it's time to start living, instead of waiting for the perfect conditions (that don't exist anyway.)

Hmm. So many thoughts & possibilities.

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