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I'm quite tired from this week. I think it's the going back into a regular schedule and going to work and being a complete & total spaz each and every day and not sleeping well that's throwing me off. Also, it frigging snowed AGAIN, and that has me grumpy.

 
Click the thumbnails to embiggen.
This is what anxiety looks like to me. I was close to totally shutting down, but I couldn't since I had the mister relying on me.
I did this page right after the crash & all wound up about if we'd be able to buy another car & very upset about the mister. 





I did this page literally right before I went out to the Mazda dealership to look at cars.
I was trying to draw all the good juju that I could to surround me. It worked.




I'm most often outwardly silly & outgoing. It covers up a lot of the real me. The stuff underneath.
I finished this page today at lunch.




Also worked on this page this week. The quote reads straight across from left to right.
First time digitally manipulating the page after scanning. I think it turned out pretty cool.



And, so, I have come full circle in just these four pages, through a multitude of emotions back to equilibrium. Back to myself. I'm coming to realize how deep art journaling allows me surrender to the flow of what is actually, really, honestly happening in my life.
It's frightening & liberating.
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