Apr. 5th, 2011

slowlyunfolding: (solitude - finding my own path)
I think I'm coming back around. It's slow, this realizing that my little furball is no longer here. I 'saw' her twice over the weekend. Once just sitting like she always did looking into the kitchen when I would be in there. She always pretended that she didn't care I was near all the food, & tried to play cool. Then, I 'saw' her again, curled up on my bed. Startling, just as I was getting ready for bed. The mister said he 'saw' her too. I don't think I was imagining it either. I 'saw' the mister's nan sitting at the kitchen table with a coffee cup in front of her & a cigarette in her hand the night the hospital turned her machines off. So, yeah, not imagining.

What's going on the the DDOS attacks lately? Why? Knock it off already!

Spring is shy this year. She keeps peeping out from behind clouds & snow, but ends up darting back to hide once more.

My birthday is coming up soon! I'm happy about it, but also a bit sad. I guess the mister & I could go out for dinner. With his accident and all, it's definitely not how I pictured celebrating my birthday. I wanted to do something a bit ... more. I'm feeling very emotional lately.

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